ToBillGates

 FromNoOne

Recently I stated that I do not agree with you about throwing a bunch of money at a problem that money has made. That I do not believe there is any way to buy back your footprint or some how erase it. I stand by those statements, as things are today. My hope and I believe yours are the same in that we can fix this. There is no other choice, we have to make this right or we are all going to die along with this planet and everything on it. 

Please forgive me when I disagree with you on nuclear power. Really? Bill, we have to do better. As a matter of fact we have to go as far as eliminating nuclear everything and yesterday. There is no way forward with anything that harms the planet, our only parent. We do not get another one, this is it. So anything that hurts her should be illegal and punishable by law, what ever that turns out to be. Seriously, no more drilling, mining, polluting, dumping, digging, pumping, burning, damming, sawing, lumbering, sucking out any and all resources against the law without a permit. No chemistry or experiments, scientific or accidental unless under direct supervision and analysis from the committee or a group of their peers. All will be conducted under the strictest controlled settings. Maybe I’m being too anal but we cannot be too careful with the thin thread of life we may still have. 

There is no reason for you to listen to anything I have to say. I come from no where, from nobody, with nothing, no one, and I have absolutely nothing to lose. My carbon footprint is non existent compared to most, really, I am a minimalist but not by choice, at first. No I was made to be but now I choose to be because there isn’t anything I cannot learn to live without or have already. 

My goal, right now, is to beg you to reconsider your view on nuclear power. I get that we do not see any way out but that is only because we have not looked at it in the right way.  The powers that be are not willing to let go and admit they were wrong and we cannot wait for them to die so we can live.

The sun shines all the time, we just need to figure out how to keep it sending solar power even at night. Maybe a few satellites with mirrors to catch the sun and reflect it to another mirror and so on until it reaches it’s destination then to amp it up we can send it through a magnifying glass. Or something like that, maybe? We all need to think outside the box or we will end up in one. Just kidding we will all end up in one eventually anyway.

Silent Spring has Sprung

Rachel Carson Was Right

By Vonia Martin

The spring of the year 2020 was the Silent Spring the author Rachel Carson warned us about in her book of the same title. There are still pocket of birds here and there but nothing like there use to be. I hope it was all worth it, people, the greatest generation that ever lived my ass!!!! We have to stop honoring people that have helped destroy this planet! I don't care in whose name they did it, it doesn't matter, it never did. All that does matter is that we find away to save the lives of our future generations. Without this planet they will never exist. 

What if all we have to do is treat this planet like it's the only one because IT IS! Even if there are other earths out there we have no idea how to reach them within a life span. Things in space are in no hurry everything moves so slow. 

Why aren't we asking the question " Why can't we get off this planet and into space?" What secrets are we blind to because if we were allowed to leave and spread our disease all would be lost? It's our inability to treat this planet like the God it is that keeps us here, stagnate. We all know what that means, sure death. The universe isn't just sitting out there waiting for us to color it alive, or is it? It sure doesn't look like it's in any hurry to do anything else and since we aren't it's starting to die just like this beautiful life giving sphere we call earth. For some reason we must have decided to take it for granted that as soon as we where done with this planet we'd just move to the next one. Never mind that we had absolutely no idea how to go about making that happen but believing it made it easier to continue to treat Mother Nature like shit. As long as the powers that be made all kinds of money at the enviroments expense. SHAME ON THEM!!!! If you are dead, lucky you for not having to stick around to be accountable for what you and your partners have done. Why are we still putting up new non sustanable buildings? Why are we still pouring concrete and producing nuclear power? What exactly are we doing different to save our only parent, Mother Earth? Why are we continuing such bad behavior? What more proof do we need? Why do we keep doing the same things over and over and expect different results? We know what we have to do but no one is doing it except those that are staying at home. The people that took this situation and rolled with the pandemic, adjusting your life to what ever life threw at you and your family. My admiration has multiplied to a number they have no word for yet, it is that high. Any and all parents that are staying home with their kids not only to ensure their physical safety but their mental safety as well. With all that is going on and the changes to every day life they have had to make being alone for any amount of time maybe too much. As always they need to stay busy and so do we, there is never a bad time to start a family work out, after consulting your doctor of course. 

There isn't any situation that we can't handle and many we already have. Ones that no one should have to deal with I believe we have done so as successfully as anyone could. Some may call me a loser because I have hardly any monetary wealth but that only makes me smart, in my eyes. Granted, I see things different then most and oddly usually correct. This isn't by accident and neither is anything else I have done in my life that includes my drug use. The alternative was much much worse, so here I am in all my flawed glory, 

My point is that it is okay not to be perfect or happy all the time. If you feel like bitching, bitch. If something is bothering you talk it out, I'll listen. It's okay to be average and/or normal, not everyone wants to be famous nor should you feel bad if you don't. Not everyone whose been through a traumatic experience wants to share it with the world nor should you feel bad for not doing that. Some people like to keep their story to themselves, working through it some other way. Just because someone has gone through something horrific doesn't make them a negative person if they need to share the experience to get past it. Not anyone who has had a traumatic past shares their story to bring people down, on the contrary. Not one story has been written starting with ...and they lived happily ever after. They end with that line because the struggle is over. So why are we continuing to tell people how to be and feel? Especially those that have never known a bad day or have ever had to struggle a moment in their over privileged lives. If you have aged out of the system expectations are lowered to the point of none existence so it's hard to disappoint anyone. Except me! Please, whatever you do take your health and your education into your own hands because if you want a future you will need these two things above all else. Money and material things can and will be stolen from you so get over having anything of real value. They can't take your knowledge they can take your health so take care of yourself and exercise after consulting a doctor or use your comman sense.

Please forgive me if I have offending you, it is not my intention, what is my intention is to reach as many foster kids as I possibly can that are aging out of the foster care system.

RepublicanNotRacist

 IVotedsoLeaveMeAlone

By V. Martin

Just because some of us voted for Trump doesn’t make us racists. As a matter of fact I am all for equality and understanding of different places and people. The more diverse our planet becomes the less likely we will be to fight each other over our differences. Besides we still have religion, we love to fight over how we get to God and/or heaven. Until we our ready to give up religion and/or the middle man we will continue to fight about it. What we need is to put aside all these things and work together to solve our energy crisis and global warming we are all going to die! Along with this entire planet because without us, thanks to nuclear power, the whole thing will eventually come apart. 

From the very beginning, man has always known he was going to kill off all the animals that is why he invented the Zoo. The end of the beginning is here.

But never should you fear

Jesus will save you so dry your tear

The silent spring is already here

It will be easy to remember the year

2020 but we do nothing to change

We act as though we have nothing to lose

So we continue to pick and choose

What we want to give up 

without going without

The path we’re on will end

There is no doubt

Mother Nature can’t continue to bend

Without breaking and now she broke

Why aren’t we laughing it’s just a joke

The joke is on us

Why didn’t I take the bus?

When I had the chance

Remember Bowie’s Let’s Dance? 

It takes me back to a bitter sweet time

What we are doing should be a crime

No amount of money can buy us a new earth

So take your drills and pumps and net worth

to the bank because no one else wants it

Or the blood and dirt that comes with that shit.

   

Charity or Assistance

Which Would you Rather Have?

By Vonia Martin

Have you ever heard the saying "It's all in the presentation" no words are truer when reaching out to assist someone less fortunate then ourselves. The givers want to control the takers with whatever they are giving. How is this any different then a drug dealer or pimp? It's all about power and control when it comes to money, that is ecxactly why some people want nothing to do with it. The power it has over people to turn them into crazy, greedy, criminals in order to get more scares me. The lengths people are willing to go to get money, what they are willing to sacrifice, compromise, solicit, or trade for money is beyond my comprehension because it is really filthy, ugly, stuff. 

To me if I can't take it with me when I go what value does it really have? What I am taking with me is everyone of you that has made a difference in my life, good or bad because both has taught me a lot. All the little moments that makes up my life, they all come with me because they are who I am so society can't be doing all that bad because here I am. I have nothing but my disposable ones and that alone makes me the richest person to ever live. Even those that believe in religion can't begrudge me the ones no one wants, I want you all! You are all mine so don't you dare continue to hurt yourselves or each other. Start taking better care of yourselves, eat better, exercise by walking or running, yoga is great too. Get that blood going keep moving if you can, I have a feeling you are the healthiest of us all. You are going to be the ones to save the rest of the world from this and worse to come. 

You are living a life no one else wants, hell you didn't want it but here you are. For whatever reason the homeless and Cultural Exchange Students are going to save the world so maybe we should start being nice to them now. Soon enough the only way to survive is by having a homeless person come live with you. They are going to become our most valuable resource. Fucking ironic huh?????? God I love nature! As sure as I am about anything I am fucking absolutely positive about this. My laughter can't be contained it is so perfect so like what evryone expects but far from what they ultimately wanted. Like they say, be careful what you wish for.

Not to fear, you will be in good hands. The meek don't believe in hell or heaven only what is here on earth. All we want is to know the truth. We demand to live the truth. Why do you think we are homeless? It's really hard to live lies when you have no walls to hide behind. My people are about to become the most important people on the planet so those that mean to protect them because they will need protection better get ready because they will destroy them. Please hear me but more then that listen and take action. 

TheParimidsWeren'tBuilt

TheyWereCarved

 By Vonia Martin

Someone may have already thought of this but forgive me for just now thinking it too. From this point forward I will be writing this as though I am the first. Thank you

What if we have been looking at the Paramids all wrong. What if they didn't build them but excovated them instead? Maybe there were several rock formations, three in a row and another flatter one for the Sphinx,  under a ton of sand and one day a wind storm blew the sand away and the rest was carved to make it look as though they built them. It makes sense to me. All they had to query are the marble slabs they incast them in. What an affective way to intimidate and scare your enemies then to have them believe your people are so powerful they could build such huge and impossible monuments.

Just an idea, a new look at an old mystery.

Another video of writing with both hands

At the same time

By Vonia Martin

I'm Positive

You're Negative

By Vonia Martin (aka Bitch)

As soon as positive things start happening to me I will have positive things to say. As it is my positive attitude is in spite of you. Try all you want to bring me down, I will always be above you because I don't cause the misery, you do. You want everyone to be as miserable, no more miserable than you. Happiness is a choice!!!! I choose it because I can! No matter what happens they can't take your experiences from you. It's in these experiences I find my greatest wealth; truth. My unique perspective on life and the living have allowed me the will to go on in spite of no other reason to do so. (well maybe I'm chicken shit) My boyfriend tells me that I think too much of myself, you know what I tell him, he doesn't think enough of me. After stealing a lot of my ideas and passing them off as his own at the school he taught at, I don't have much left for him. Especially when I told him about growing up in foster care nothing is ever really yours not even your own ideas. This is why I started giving every thing away because I was tired of getting ripped off. No one ever shares the glory or the wealth no matter how much wealth and glory it brings them. What am I to do? No one believes me over a teacher or any one else for that matter. I belong to a group of people that no one chooses to belong to and no one ever brags about being in this exclusive club. Most don't even know they are in it. The disposable people club. Kids that have aged out of the system after spending the majority of their childhood in foster care. It's during this time in history that my voice may be heard but no one wants to hear it from the likes of me. Poor white trailer trash high school drop out knocked up at fifteen collecting welfare by eighteen and petty criminal by twenty with three more kids none have a father to speak of. It's all true but children, I never had any, fearing they would end up in foster care if some thing happened to me, since I wasn't married. I tried to be a criminal once but I sucked at it so I gave up nor have I ever been on welfare. From the beginning I knew I didn't want to be a statistic though that is all it boils down to. Numbers. Some people like to believe that numbers don't lie. Maybe they don't but human beings do.  So no kids for me but now I feel as though I'm ready to have some. Not because I'm well off financially because I'm not but because I have something to give. My will to live! These kids kill themselves at an alarming rate and no one has been able to give them a reason not to. I can. Actually, I can give them several that has worked for me so far: 1) What else do I have to do? I mean the alternative is death, right? Death sounds really boring to me and I hate being bored so we avoid the big "D" as I call it. 

2) To prove everyone wrong. Sometimes a person wants to say "I told you so" and as long as you're alive you are telling everyone "I told you so" and I get to say it too because I'm telling you if you are dead there is no coming back from that. As long as you're alive there is a chance to be a better person, to change ones situation for the better, as long as you're alive you have the opportunity to help other people. It's in serving others we find the greatest reason for living. Never pass up an opportunity to be of service to others as long as it doesn't hurt anyone. Sometimes you may have to ask how you can do this and that's great because there is nothing more deflating then getting chewed out for doing something you thought was nice when in fact it wasn't. Also, gratitude is a burden so no good deed goes unpunished but if you give without expectation of any kind, donate anonymously so no strings attached giving becomes easy. Guess why? Because we are suppose to give. It is amazing how easy and fluid things become when doing the right thing when being of service to others. When you're a foster child you don't usually have much money but time is something you have an over  abundance of. If you're anything like me you have a hard time sleeping so doing things while everyone else sleeps works really well. If it's fall, raking leaves is always a way to help your neighborhood. Winter; shovel snow or clean off people’s car windows but watch out for alarms. Spring and summer have fun and exercise. Volunteer some where just don't tell anyone unless you might get in trouble. 

3) Believe me when I tell you that you deserve to be here as much as anyone else. You have as much to give as anyone else you just may have to work on your delivery. 

If you know some one who is in the foster care system or has aged out of it please be extra kind because they literally have no idea how to be a human being because all life has given them are poor examples of this. Just remember people are showing you how not to be as well as how to be, it is up to you to decide the difference.